Saturday, January 27, 2007
i know i should be studying, concentrating right now..
but somehow i can't.
I have a loving family, and caring friends
but somehow i'm not happy.
I have a whole world and all things i need
but somehow i'm not contented.
Thinking of you every single moment.
Wishing to hug you and clear your tears.
Wipe our past and have a new start.
but i can't, i can't do that.
Emotional pains hit me once and again.
Memories flood me all times and pain.
its no longer working..
i have no love to gain..
i feel meaningless and no one is to blame.
i brought this upon my own coz i was weak.
i made you hurt and incomplete.
but how do i carry on when ur life depends on me?
stressed up and painful, i chosen to leap.
leap away from this hurtful cliff.
telling me is time. its time to leave.
still care about you. i'm incomplete.
can't contact you coz i'll become weak.
weak to your warmth your care and your love.
weak to reject you again like at first.
i can't pin to you and help you up.
i can only wish that you don't give up.
Don't give up to your bright future.
find a girl that will love you better.
find a life that wad u truelly deserving.
i lose my smiles so you can be.
a stronger person dependin on himself.
learning each step as you grow up.
silent prayers not to be heard.
forgive me for the lies i've given.
that made you despair to all in the world.
it isn't easy to me either...
given a hug i try not to give back.
at heart it pierces like hit on a nail stack.
i turn my back and walk away.
flooding in tears and this will stay.
i yawned @ 8:41 PM;
