Tuesday, January 08, 2008
If i don't funcking get this off my chest i will never be able to do the work. Isaac you listen up.
When i am telling you something need to be done or asking you are things done I am NOT TRYING TO PRESSURE YOU! I am NOT AGAINST YOU! i am NOT making things difficult for you! I know its not easy but i am simply telling you the thing needs to be done and asking you if the things is done so i can go to the next step of my work. i am your groupmate not your enemy! although you piss me off a lot of times with the things you say to alvin about me and the attitude you give me when i trying to clarify things, i tolerated it all down just like all the other members because i still treat you as a friend. If i wanna be ruthless i would have just shouted at your face. I cannot take your shit anymore you know. The attitude you give is like i am your enemy.
i know though you don't say it straight in my face but sometimes you talk to alvin like i am a slacker. Fine! i admit i don't do much programming but your constant changes in the documents don't make it any easier for me to do the work. Alvin and Daryl is busy and honestly you know joyce isn't much help. It isn't just changing the print screen. Joyce give me sub standard work, alvin give me his own version of work with print screens that are unclear, i had to standardize the work of everyone and edit. Strolling up and down it hurt my eyes. And now you change the rates page, i have to do the whole thing again and change all the hierarchy diagrams and re-edit the examples.
i would rather do the programming if you ask me lor! But i don't know how. You complain it isn't easy. i know it isn't, nothing is. especially when you are doing the work alone but who can you blame? you are the one who came out with the format.. if you had gone with WebA maybe we would be able to help. it's not we don't want to help but we don't know how.
I don't bloody give a damn whether or not you all give me bad reviews. Or i fail my FYP. I know i have done what i can for the group and tried to help.
I could shout at you but i didn't becoz i still treat you as a leader, a friend so i am still giving you respect and not make you lose face in front of the others. you go and think what i have said. That's all i gotta say to you.
p.s sorry guys for my language. i just freaking piss
i yawned @ 12:36 PM;
