Friday, November 23, 2007
WooT!!! I just feel so great i gotta blog this out. Suppose to be talking to mr yip but apparently my group members are late. After all the Drama that has been going on at home and in school, it has finally calmed down and i have finally gained some peace.
Apart of Isaac , still being a jerk sometimes, i've really bonded with Alvin. I know when i say this some of you will be filled with disgust =x *you know who you are* but the truth is, though alvin may appear to be flirty, and tua kang, he actually do care. He sacrifies a lot for FYP and put time and effort seriously to the group. I am very happy he accepted me although stevenas and xxxx etc. said i am irresponsible.
Yes.. i do have stuff outside and sometimes i can't turn up but that does not mean it is excuses. I treat everyone truelly and when i have a reason i can't turn up.. i tell honestly. But sadly people treat me as another slacker. another "priority wrong person"just becoz i have more commitment to my job, to my friends and family. People i love. Its sad to know people you treated with your whole heart starts talking behind your back and people you think are friends really isn't. i guess it just gives me a reason that i can't trust everyone. -_-
anyway, besides that, i'm just very proud of myself. Coz yesterday i learned a whole hip hop routine on my own watching a youtube video and unlike the jackass ex of mine, i don't brag. I really don't believe all the shit he told me he does. you dance for singer ?! haha no video! you bought rain's Cd for me and poster signatured when we broke up?! where are they huh! It's always talk and no actions. So... IN YOUR FACE ASSHOLE!!!! I can break it down!!!!
Now i can dance hip hop* credits to tre tre who got me started*, am a supporting drummer of zainal's band *though i haven't really learn*, can draw my clothes design professionally *looking at other people's work is useful. INTERNET ROCKZ!!!* and am learning to do business * in case you guys don't know i'm selling a Tv hp*, i feel like a successful teenager already (n_n)v the only thing i haven't achieve is losing weight. But i believe my skills will lead me there. I love my TRUE friends. I love dar. I love you mummy, daddy, gor gor.
hopefully my life will be a beautiful one. =)
i yawned @ 9:08 AM;
