The lovers You once asked me am I toying with your heart, You should know better I was right there from the start. Giving you everything I ever got. Simply do not know how to please you a lot. Ever so unhappy and worry a lot.
Is it me? Or heaven’s regards? To put me through agony, and pain. Memories resounding in my head. Heart feel spikes but I let go instead.
No longer longing for a change to come. Given you cruelty so we can move on. You beg me back but I defer. Not because I hate you, I’m not ensured. We’ll hurt again like the last time we hurt.
Don’t wanna toy with you as you like last time you said I did. A clear cut that cut through you and me. Empty promises I made that can never set me free. I apologize that I can’t be there. I’m weak and I can’t take all this anymore. You know that I have tried everything I can. Can’t offer anything, do not know how much I can stand.
“Be strong now” I’ve always said. All the more I will think of this, as I cry till I’m red. I won’t be there any longer To nag and pray.. In silence I put my mask and suffer this pain. Do not know how long I’ll be hurting. Three months of happiness, I’m not deserving..
Be strong now. My once lover. Hope you’ll soon find another. Someone who truly can take your temper. Love you with all her heart and make you ensured. Treat you better and take care of you. And you’ll love her like she do
24/1/07
i yawned @ 10:16 AM;
GothiC Ber
Studying in SP taking Dip. in IT =.=
Suffering from permanent brain damage..super STM
Am bloody noisy when Happy
Am Virgo but Does not act like one
LOVES. Writing poems Duh! My blog exist for them!
Rock Songs!
Black!
Drawing
Hanging out with frenZZZZZZ
smiling(O.o) so unlike what gothic people should do
ahem!ahem! Crapping =x
Gothic Clothings
DISLIKES.
Dao Kias!
Bitches!
Bossy Pple!
Pple who don't appreciate friends!
Being stared
My friends being unhappy
Guys who act cool! Totally uncool
WISHLIST. skeleton bag-> avaliable at bugis v! hee *hint*
avril's new cd
duffy cd
simple plan cd
lots of money for me to shop $$$
MOST IMPT: my family and frenz to be happy(n_n)
