Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Today i went out with Shawn, Cara, Jean and Ser. I was very tired as i only had a few hours of sleep. Hee.. Chionged "er mo zai shen bian" till 5.30am. Kinda crazy haha.. well.. anyway.. we didn't do anything out of the ordinary except shop for Marisa's present.
Gosh.. i feel so bad i can't get her anything becoz i am so damn broke. Anyway's ... we went back to our slacking routine.. but today was a day of eating! After we left the place where we buy Marisa's gift *sh.. cannot say where or else she will know her gift =p* we went to pizzahut where Shawn, cara n jean had their dinner.
i didn't eat anything becoz i don't have that much cash. so i just sat there and drool.... *drool =,,,* haha .. when we were done it was like 4++pm and ser still haven't make her way there so we decided to find her. i was pretty excited coz i had heard of her but had never seen her in person. Well.. come to think of it, i still don't know a lot of their maple friends yet.. takes some time i guess. =) i believe eventually i will. Correct cara? haha
So we headed towards coffee bean to find ser.. and at first look i was like "thats her! KAWAII!!!!" haha of course, my reaction wasn't that big.. it was just in my head. So.. we went up say hi and i got to talk to her a little as we proceed to cineleisure. When we reached heerens she said she need to take money.. so she did.. but when she was taking out money.. i kept acting like i wanna rob her.. pretty dumb.. and than Cara and me was like self highing again.. "havast sack ready? i jump and grab her..u take the money ok?" haha Lame right! haha there was lots of laughter when we cross the road to cine than suddenly, i stopped... i saw jay, my ex-bf, smoking outside. i really don't know how to face him.. so i just lower my head and passed.. i know it hurts but i rather he hate me.. i let him down so bad.. hiaz.. as we did so, Cara said sorry. but i told her its ok and that i am fine. so we went back to what we were saying and don't know y.. we ended hitting our heads together! Man that hurt... haha sotongz! haha..
we went to Yoshinoya... i almost pengz la! Eat again! haha i didn't wanna drool and see Ser eat this time .. coz i was getting hungry.. so i painfully dug out my cash and buy myself a meal.. 20-4 = $16 left for a month.. but it was a nice meal. We sat there and rot as we normally do.. so we chat... and the topics flow from relationships, to the gays that r appearing even so much more often, to playing the drums, to giving my computers names "my one's zac". haha.. all i can say after the chat is it was so hilarious. We parted shortly and cara and i wandered around like ghost again haha..
so we went to heerens, don't know for the number what trillion times in this month. Howerver this time was a little different becoz cara bought the flesh imp jacket which she has been staring at for ages "FINALLY MAN!" haha.. than we wander, than we think of louis, than we call him.
haha this seems to be a standard procedure.. so we went to bugis.. supposingly, we were going to buy the soft toy keychain.. but when louis arrived, we went to accompany him eat, than we forgot totally about it. >>> realise something? eat again<<< sia ="x">blah blah blah.. we went to esplanade and ran into felix with his gf.. pretty hot.. intro
dah dah dah dah..we went to the merlion and sat down.
We chat and came to the topic of Family. Louis was talking about some private things that are happening in his family. erm.. i see the link for your liking for the song "unfaithful".
Lou i don't know if u will read this but.. i truelly feel happy for you that you had grown up so mature despite all the things that you have been through.
the msg all my friends that have family crisis, don't blame yourself or push the responsibility to yourself becoz really, when it comes to the adult's world, we have little that we can do. We can only try of ways to protect ourselves and hope for the best
msg to lou.. its never healthy to keep everything inside.. we both wish you will share ur problems with us. We know there is little we can do to help but at least we can hear u out.. let us to do that.. coz we are good friends..
as for those who don't have family crisis, always treasure ur family becoz u don't know how lucky you are.
to louis only: i know this may sound weird but i really thank you for telling me the things about your family. Letting me be able to know you a bit better and worry about you. thats what friends does. what you say has a impact. you made me realise how strong you r and how lucky i am to have a family. I wanna remind you. You too have a family that will never forsake you thats me and cara. We will always be there and we will do our best to help you. This is my promise to you.
quoteof the day:Life isn't always a bed of roses but through darkness there will be light and when u reach the end of the rainbow, you will see the beauty of the darkness you have passed
i yawned @ 12:59 AM;
