Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Here is my recent poems.. for my old poems please visit my old friendster blog
My true intentionsi scold you, because i don't wanna give you hope.
i don't wanna give you hope, becoz i know i will hurt you again.
i don't let you enter my life for the very same reason.
i don't know if what we had was true,
but believe me when i say i did try to love you.
forgive me for my cruel ways. For i cannot find a way to face you again.
i still hurt deeply inside and i try very hard to hide
i know we are from different worlds
i know you are too good for me.
too good for me to your girl.
i don't deserve you as someone else does
i am a bitch and a slut.
i may be a horrible person, i do not know.
i know nothing now, i need someone to hold.
maybe i don't deserve a moment of peace..
i'm going to hell.. i'm prepared..
i don't deserve love. ya that should be fair.
you might as well kill me right now.
so i can suffer in hell..
if it delights you i'll do it myself
put a gun through my heart of realms
a realm of sadness and pain
a realm of darkness and freight
i am a bad person, now i see..
somebody please make me bleed..
i wanna see the pool of red..
maybe then, i will be reborn again.
written on 16 aug 06"this may be a little too deep.... well.. when u r emo u think dark hehe"
My clueless guardian angel
whenever i'm sad, you comfort me..
whenever i'm despair, you give me hope..
in every cloudy sky, you bring a stream of light..
and without fail, it lights up my life.
When i see you, my troubles disappear..My days turn from cloudy to clear...you have no clue what you've done for me..you stay as clueless as can be...but you fill me with energy!Charging me to hyper active!
Without you there'll be no smiles.
thank you my angel, how are you now?
written on 16 aug 06
"to someone special.."
PrayerAs i sat on the bus, it turned to a familiar road.
a road which has a trace of u passing by..
unconsciously, i prayed
praying for your appearance again.
praying for a chance to have a glimpse of u.
praying for you to be fine..
wondering what you are doing at that moment.
to say i don't miss you is a lie..
all my mind will know that's a lie..
i keep it to myself almost every second
the missing of you and sadness of that..
but thinking back of the little things
tiny things you don't notice.
i remember so deep at heart, every tiny details
i smile back so sweetly as i never did for a long while
i hope you are fine and doing well now.
My extended friend do you know of my presence?
what am i to you?
a fren or a stranger?
truelly it doesn't matter..
becoz i have enough happiness laying in the darkness (n_n)
written on 29 aug 06
i yawned @ 11:09 PM;
