Sunday, August 27, 2006
Nothing much today. Am sitting at my Granny house once again. Today i slept till really late but i managed to get up in time just for my brother's soka family gathering. He was still snoozing away when i was done preparing, so i figured.. well.. i must as well online a while.. so i did and i talked to kok kiong a little till it was 1pm. Than i woke up my bro. He was like "huh! one like ah *yawnz*". He has always been a hardcore sleeper =.= how i wish i can be like him. God! I forever like not enough sleep one la.. coz my brain clock will automatically wake me up. =.=
Anyways.. we went ahead to take the bus to his gathering.. on the way, there was very little talking coz he continued to snooze on the bus PIG! Hmm .. thats his zodiac.. how closely related!=x so i just carry on msging ky lor.. bothering him and stuff..
when we finally reached there, i was greeted with friendly faces.. it was kinda like church ma.. but my brother always insist its different. ya the teachings la.. in terms.. it is different.. but now a days .. i also nv go church so no diff.. i kinda have my doubt about God.. i believe more in the things i can control.. in my personal strength.. there are so much contradiction in the society.. you can't blame me for not wanting to have a religion agreed?
Carrying on.. i was shock to know that Orlando Bloom and Jeff Wang were all believers of Soka. There were like pictures of Orlando bloom greeting the sensei.. suddenly i miss my Guru.. nv was very close with him but he was always a comforting face to greet every yr. Sadly he died..
So.. over the gathering, i was entertained with dances,testimonials of an amazing recovery and videos of Jeff and some other artist tellin us abt the faith and their own faith.. Soka is actually a association take believes in value of life and education and self will .. kinda like free thinker's thinking.. just that they learn from sensei's teachings and wise words.. i did have a deeper understanding of my bro's faith but i think for now i still wanna stay a free thinker.. it isn't so stressful. i mean i have enough rubbish in my life to deal with.. i do not wanna bind myself with faith.
So yup. thats my boring sunday, i came straight from there to granny's house... i think i would just laze around, read my comic and online today =) hope every one enjoys themselves today..
quote of the day: personal time is important.. it keeps u going
i yawned @ 5:54 PM;
